Monday, December 22, 2014

hello nap time

Thank the good Lord forrr nap time,
Fa la la la la, la la la laaaa!

There are some mornings I wake up ready to take on the day - in full mom force - making festive cookie cutter breakfasts with special touches, doing craft after craft after craft, and then leading a dance party all by a smooth sailing nap time.

Then there are the days where I wake up wondering how much longer until nap time so I can nap too (although come nap time, you know that's not an option.) And then they fight nap too, boo!

I never know which type of morning I'm going to get til it's here though. I have learned -- 95% of how my day at home with the girls is going to go is all based on my attitude and outlook. When I was sitting behind my computer at work a few years ago counting down the hours until 5:00, without a doubt, I used to look at 'stay at home moms' as having SO. MUCH. FREEDOM. I couldn't wait to be in that situation, if it were ever a possibility! Sitting on the couch watching recorded shows sounded wonderful while the children played independently on their own. HA. Somebody laugh in my face now, please! I had more time to watch recorded shows when I worked full-time and didn't have children than I do now and I really can't even explain why or what I do all day. I suppose working from home takes up whatever free time I could have and it also makes it somewhat tough being that J is gone from before we wake up til after we go to sleep many days, but it is true that no matter how much I love being with my cheerful bundle of joys, I surely do their enjoy nap time, too. I'm only human :) (..And it's my time to clean up after a toddler tornado tears through.)

But then I look at pictures of my girls and end up missing them while they're sleeping anyway!

Between warding off monsters from under 2 year old's beds (which, by the way, I thought only happened in movies), and trying to keep this baby from falling asleep during tummy time (because that's way easier than trying to strengthen those neck and arm muscles!), we are having Christmas music dance parties, Mickey Mouse Clubhouse or Sofia Christmas specials and reading about Stinky Face's Christmas fears. And in between all of that, my crazy toddler who decided to get the world's worst attitude 2 weeks after turning 2, is wreaking havoc in our home - destroying baskets of clean laundry, knocking down neatly stacked books, or throwing pillows, toys, and blankets off the couch one at a time. Girlfriend has learned to be cray, cray. And this already fairly patient momma is learning how to be more and more patient than I ever knew possible - one day at a time!

I most definitely have not learned how to stay mad at that face, though...

Am I complaining about the craziness in any way? Most definitely NOT. The days can be tough, that's for sure. But for every little crazy moment, there are 100 more amazing moments. 100 more toddler giggles, newborn smiles, silly new sayings, spontaneous "I love you, Momma's", comfy couch cuddles, sweet kisses, and perfectly acceptable messes that just scream "this home is full of life and love!"

After a (usual) crazy morning, the calm of nap time reminds me that this is exactly the life I've wished for and want with all my might! I want the chaos and messes and craziness. I often think about how one day I will greatly miss these crazy days! I'll take my one quiet hour a day (if I'm lucky), peeing with an audience, and always being needed by one of our little girlies vs. a quiet house any day!
Now if you'll excuse me -- I've thoroughly enjoyed this nap time, but there's my cue. Babies are calling for me and it's time for our daily Christmas music dance party.

Thank the good lord for our babies, Fa la la la la, la la la laaaa!

Sunday, December 21, 2014

tis the season

It's quiet in the house tonight. The girls are sleeping, J has been working at the hospital since before we woke up today, and Momma finally gets a moment to sit back and reflect on the most wonderful time of the year.

Confession: When I picture Christmastime in my head - especially with littles now - I picture singing Christmas songs next to a sparkly lit tree topped with an angel, baking cookies - topping them with pretty sprinkles and being covered in flour from head to toe, cozy nights in front of the TV watching our favorite Christmas classics, and visions of sugar plums dancing in my head as I fall asleep.

Reality: All of that happening + chaos + whining kiddies + a very disappointed sneaky toddler who finds Christmas gifts and gets very mad at Momma when she takes them away to hide again + crazy shopping trips where babies would rather be at home snuggling + sweating my butt off while trying to keep said kiddies entertained all day and night while also trying to get work orders out on time.

Only thing that matters in that reality bit: The fact that the way I picture Christmastime in my head happily happens in between the chaos of the season. And those memories are the ONLY ones I will remember year after year!

The warmth and coziness of our home during the season, a Christmas song-singing toddler, pretty cookies, home decorating, tree trimming, festive events, Christmas jammies, holiday movies and reading Christmas books galore -- those are just some of my favorite moments I will always cherish with my family throughout the holidays and wish for year after year.

It may have taken us several nights to decorate the tree in between J's crazy schedule, but that just meant more nights of memories, and more nights for E to learn all about Christmas traditions. Perhaps one of her favorites: train time with Daddy.

Seeing her eyes light up at the first sound of the 'alllll aboard!' followed by the fun sounds and sight of the train chugging around the tree was pure magic for all of us. Gosh, my momma heart was freakin' happy in that moment watching E's eyes as I laid back on a cozy, designated 'Christmastime only' blanket with Baby A! Yes, I thank my lucky stars every day to be so blessed with the family I have.

There is just something about the holiday season that makes me so, so giddy. The Christmas station is programmed in in my car and there is no changing it until after New Years - yes, I am one of those. But you should already know that by now. I prance around the house jammin' out to Sounds of the Season in my loudest singing voice possible. It makes my girlies smile, and join in of course. E may think that every Christmas song is 'Jingle Bells', and I'm perfectly fine with that! Starting her young, you know.

Joy to the freakin' world, it's Christmastime, friends!

Being able to do Christmas crafts with E, like the wreath above, might possibly be one of my favorite things about having children! ha..I do love it!

Whilst many of you out there get annoyed with the early Christmas music and festiveness, I am quite the opposite. Sometimes I wish the Christmas season would last half the year! But then I remember it wouldn't be as special ;) I do wait until after Thanksgiving to get all festive, though. No worries!

We got to add a new stocking to the mantle this year. And the significance of that brings much joy to my life!

Our first timer is takin' it all in this year -- learning the ropes for next year and every year to follow. I think her favorite might be the cuddles on our homemade blanket beds as we watch the classic movies and Christmas specials together. Home Alone tops the charts for me, hands down.

She's enjoyed sitting tree-side, watching us string lights around the tree and accessorize it with the most special ornaments (and non-special, i.e. a pickle) we have.

You know what else gets my holiday spirits bursting through the roof -- all the scents of the season! That's what real Christmas trees are for! + festive candles and baked goodies, too! They say that scents can trigger long-forgotten memories, and what better time than Christmastime to trigger childhood memories.

"Pretty, momma! Smells pretty!"

The smell of the wide array of Christmas cookies GG baked while here -- oh yesss, the scents brought back so many memories! And the taste as well -- she baked some of her originals she makes year after year, and E couldn't have been happier.

"Momma, this so fun!! Cookies! Fun!"

Have you ever seen the Easter bunny baking Christmas Cookies? Now ya have!

Hearing her sweet voice say that while baking cookies with GG in the kitchen reminded me of all the times I'd bake with GG when I was younger (and even in college, too, let's be honest!) And they used GG's very old sifter - the same sifter my mom would use while baking Christmas cookies in the kitchen as a kid with GG. Oh, the memories that sifter has witnessed..haha ;)

Spending time with family has been wonderful when they've come to visit, and we are so thankful we will be able to spend Christmas Eve & Day with our families, even if only going down for a very short while! As a physician, there will be plenty of times J has to work holidays, but this year we are getting lucky. Thank goodness as it is Baby A's very first Christmas!

Spending whatever short amount of time we get with J while he's here at the house, we cherish. Seeing festive touches around our own very first home, I cherish. And making Christmas memories with my babies, I really, really cherish!

Daddy bought E her very own Christmas tree and the happiness it's brought her is just adorable. She is sure to tell everyone about the "E tree" and the "Daddy tree". Mommy and Baby A don't have their own trees, in her eyes! ha.

Caught her admiring her tree one afternoon.

Tis the season to be jolly.

Falalalala. La la la laaaa!

Hope you're having a wonderful Christmas season - from our tacky family to yours!